Thursday, May 9, 2019
I'm sorry, you lived life in Regret... I'm sorry , you took for granted me. Your daughter & every thing I am and became, that you didn't want to acknowledge , that you took part in because of your Religious beliefs. I'm sorry, that you realized TO LATE... The daughter you had... Full of compassion, empathy , Intelligence .... I'm sorry you didn't need my warning when I was 21... I'm sorry... you died alone, with no one to really love you.... I'm sorry....that you made it Impossible... to. Feel anything at all for you, in your last year's. I'm thankful.... that you are no longer here...in life...to hurt me. I hear you, from beyond... and I'm Sorry.... that your sorry's from beyond... Are not as important as they would have been in LIFE... I'm sorry.... but you must own your own Regrets. I'm learning to heal... from all the heartache/ Break & torment , throughout the years You can thank Cameron for helping me to do that... Without him....I'd still be hurting... The Knowledge of your passing...has set me FREE.... I'm sorry Dad... For Feeling ... and finally able...to FEEL. I hope.... you learn to love, yourself, Accept yourself & eventually find peace....in the beyond. Deborah, daughter of decesed
